Wishing that this day was so much better feels like I'm drowning in sorrow no silver lining in this cloud. 

Seems like when your up, happy and your ready to conquer everything you can,

Life seems to throw you a curve ball that knocks the wind out of you. 

Mind has been in a whirlwind while the heart has been in serious seclusion and recluse. 

Trying to fight your way out of the darkness that seems to have you in a tight embrace unable to move left nor right. 

Confused, Panicked, Feverish, and unable to grasp for air